Up in the Air

I haven’t been posting like I promised I would because my life is a bit uncertain right now.

Lately, K and I have been fighting a bit more. I know this is just a blip on the overall outlook of our marriage but I feel wrong continuing to try while we’re going through this rough patch. I feel guilty for this pause though. I feel like time is running out on having a baby while K and I argue about this and that. Should we continue trying even though we’ve hit a snag? We’re both in this for the long run and feel having a baby should happen sooner rather than later. I guess I’m just afraid that if we wait, we’ll miss our chance.

Just wanted to get that out there. I haven’t really felt like blogging much with things seeming to be so jumbled up. Not that the two people who read me would really notice how crappy of a blogger I am.